ahhhhhh.....
finally clearetd my table , cleared the markings ....i hate marking dictation, the marking scheme is simply stupid. my style in singapore is simple... you learn , you get the marks,

you dun ... just too bad, i am not gonna bother whether you put full stop or not, each one wrong , one mark deducted, what makes you think punctuation is less expensive than a word... stupid. afterall i did say out the full stop . you din hear it , your bloody business...

i forgot to add , i repeat the passage 4 times. SLOWLY!!!


sigh. stupid hkeess.....put in so much effort, yet they cant improve their english. they dun understand. it is the enviroment, if you dun speak english to your kid... what r the chances your kidd gonna improve????? argh

anyway...i cant wait for the weekend. be staying at wynn. the new hotel at macau.
sigh . cant bear to think of him gambling but at least i can get to relax... and i love portugese food!!!! ox tail soup , baked stuff .... yum yum...

i have been watching desperate housewives and i must say the second season s quite disappointing.... first of all i must say that some of the things the women do in the show are absolutely stupid. and you simply just wanna go into the goggle box to strangle them for even existing... what bimbos....

btw, , went ot wong tai sin today . went to see a fortune teller for fun.... 60 sg. bloody ex huh...not gonna spew my future over here , so there. . all i must say is that there are many of them there. it either goes for 100 bucks or 60. maybe i should train to be one too. not too bad a living isnt it. easy money.

i went to check out a chanel bag today. i saw it in the store. and guess what...bloody ex.....3600 sg. over my dead body i buy that. call me cheap skate or something. but if i actually buy that now, guess how much i must spend next to satisfy myself? no way.....and i am only 26!!!dun tell me by the time i am 40 i have to spend 100 000 on bag?

CHECK THIS OUT!!! SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS IN JAPAN NOT IN HK.

http://www.glumbert.com/media/tonguetwister

i have been seeing alot of gore in HK tv ....i thank God that sg censor some of the gore back home. spare me that. chopped up hands and the hei she hui ....eeeeks.disgusting...


back in school ...the joke of the day was teaching the meaning of the word" miscellaneous" to the kids. you know how they call their teachers MISsy ...so they actually thought the word iscellaneous meant something about me!!! can you believe it????good gracious.....i hope this class can really improve on their english by the middle of the school year. met their parents today ...it was parents day...it is a universal problem . kids dun read much . too lazy .......and so???//what do we have to do ? we have to encourage them. force them..... sigh. maybe they can start to listen to more Britney spears and christina...maybe that will help hehheh.

anyway....i indulge myself in 2 jap magazines ..to cheer myself up and to prep for clothes to wear in autumn. hehhe aint i vain. but anyway. as long as i am alive , i will make sure i dress well. at least nicely , it is the basic politeness isnt it. besides your day is a dreary already , dun you think you feel better if you dress better.

i reckon my motivation to work everyday is actually food.....
when i wake up in the morning i drag my arse to the kitchen to heat the water to make coffee....
then shower. i can be ready in half hour...and then when i am washing up the water boils, once i am done , i make breakfast to eat. i MUST EAT . IF I DO NOT EAT BREAKFAST , MY WHOLE DAY GOES WRONG.......dammit..... it is the most important thing in the world. and i pick my clothes to wear the night before...:) so it is not that rush in the morning....and so 7 days a weeks go like that......and it is gonna be this way for 3 years....and it is only 1 month..:) :(

i look forward to going to tokyo from hk . will be so much shorter.. hehheh. that will be one of the few reasons why i wnan live in hk i guess.

wish time passes faster , so i am richer, so i can afford not to wrk so hard and learn my jap and french again. :) i miss them . but i dun wanna take courses here, still not in my budget. .

me sick...cough cough and the whole of sun nigh, inspite of going tobed at 8 thirty , i did not get well and i felt my whole throat inflammed... saw a doctor on mon, b4 that called elaine at 6 am and told her i cant do bus duty and 7 i called ms poon. today i went to school to give them hw to do . hmmmm the class seem quieter. good. hopefully when i am back on wed it is better.

when i came to staff room in the morning, everyone was like huh , how come you are here. hmmm.. maybe i should not have come. well, they did ask if i was ok....but i am too tired to say i am ok in cantonese. hmmm but it is funny that they ask me rather than ask ellie or phoebe when they are sick. maybe mine is the bloody virus 2 days in a row.

Classic black bag which i want and will get eventually. i guess if i end up buying all the other bags , it will be an accumulated waste of money , why not just get a classic piece? of course, the chains must be more sparkly....

oh i finally ate at the french place ....and my colored macaron. expensive...18 dollars a piece.. i mean hk $ . cest crazy. but it's worth an experience....the tea was great though.

also realised melvin knows andrew , and that andrew was suppose to meet melvin's colleague at r and t too for dinner. wat a small world huh.....

had uni again:) i love uni....and my foie gras...expensive stuff. good for once in a while. really appreciate the chance of being able to eat them .it is good to eat them only once in a while cause if they are ready too easily , then the novelty will wear off.

no wonder the rich always need different seasons of products in their haute coutre ( oh did i spell that right?) to satisfy them , because they are rich , so they need a change of taste regularly and new stuff to keep up with their hunger...poor them ya , never to experience the joy of having to achieve something again by having to work for it , cause everything is so easily available:)

...........sashiburi ne...
anyway. i just hope i do not forget all my japanese and french , intend to take them up again only next year , till i have worked my ass off for all these hk children.
anyway. they are quite a pain , not all of course but the bloody classrm is air con , so the noise is contained and then if i turn on the fan, it blows the dust around and i am very very allergic to it. sigh.

and Karen is so irritatin , everyday she has something to say about my out fit , i mean , i dun care if it is even a compliment, or not , just SHAAAADUP...i dun care you know. but given me, i will just nod and smile or whatever. damn ...and she is just a gan joing spider. how could she be so stupid as not to know that she can earn more by giving tuition, and she is already older than me.......argh . silly bitch. and so monday i will pile all the books on her table for her to check . you wanna check , go ahead and check silly woman. goood..... i let it all out.

and i am sick again. prob because i did not get enough rest last week , had guests in my place. jh and thomas, they were good company though. a good change lah. so no complains.a pity i had not enough time to bring them ard .
jh was also sick on sat, if not she could have gone to stanley beach.

at nuit. just wished my sleep could have not been interrupted with wl getting up to pee so often.
also doors must be shut slowly and considerately...
i am sooooooooosleeeeeeeo py. waiting for 12 noon to come so i can get ready for music box....meeting melvin later after class.

this month's splurge.............

1 bon jour blusher
2 m.a.c eye pencils....silverbleu and frosty mint
1 pasar malam cardi vert
2 tank top blanc et pink
1 nine west patent shoe flat vert
1 silk overall
2 silk skirts and 1 bleu cardi
1 coat of course a steal..

talk about being a good ger...
and i think i lost a 500 dollar note.. must have dropped it when i took out keys from wallet. argh. or maybe the 50 dollar also look like that colour. :(


and it became 31500 and 0nly 5000 for oct
7000 mbl ?

sigh. my lungs just give me crap. i hate the inhaler. i feel so dependent on it sickly. anyway. lets see how much chinese medicine can help.....

i did not keep to my resolution . i spend $400!!!

I have not gotten my pay from Mbl cause i have not asked for it...how unprofessional. hiyah.....nevermind. but at least i know the company will not close down. Dear and i bought season 2 of grey anatomy! yay!!!!!
we watched election 2 too. it was so grotesque and morbid and violent ...too much gore for my liking. feel nauseous...

anyway.....school today was a little irritating. i kept tellling myself i am only working for the money and not taking it too seriously. else i will die of heart attack. i took the mini bus alone!:)) double proud!!! and then i met elaine at the tram station. she was late. anyway. i will meet her directly at the tram station happy valley tommorow. such a waste of time and money. i am such a scrooge.

i was tad irritated at el meeting today. i t was english but conducted in cantonese. so i told karen. wo mak dou mm ji.. well. basically i had her to repeat everything in english....of course i told her tactfully....

anyway....the boys in the class really talk alot. sigh. thank goodness i have the mike. i just look forward to my savings at the end of year. if you ask me if i like today. i would say.....it is ok. it can be better..:) but like dear say....no one really likes their job. if they do---- they are really lucky. i should stop being too idealistic:)

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.

today... i woke up early cause i had to go to Mbl ... wanted to take the mini van. but was a little afraid i be late. and just nice. michelle called. ....she was scared i am not in time to prepare the class. what the heck....i sure know what me is doing rite.... anyway.... i did music piano, harmony and my first touch.
i hate kids who throw their tandrums ard. there was a ger whose mom said i could call her Happy , ironically , she kept pushing the toys ard adn kept to a corner...silly kid. and i could not waste much time trying to warm her up., so i just left her alone. i hate to stand in for other teachers cause the kids might not warm up to you in time.. well well...

anyway , later dear dear came up and i brought him to the donut shop...it was so sugary adn sweet ..yummy.... and then we walked ard. i finally bought my foot file and a shimmer blusher. i tot my estee lauder one was not doing good. i cant seem to find M.A.C anywhere. damn i need my concealer....:(

yesterday i actually bought a silk overcoat. 140 bucks... not too bad as it is 100 % silk. will wear it soon:P