HURT AND ANGRY!!!!!!

I am soooooo angry and hurt tt i cant sleep.It all started out when i gestured to him to change the pacifier....." Why do you have to change the freaking thing in the middle of the night every few hours? "he said.....To me, it's cause Dylan has a sore throat, so we have to practise hygiene to whatever that goes into the mouth.Doesnt he think of that and isnt he concern ?

Next up.....when i was halfway feeding Dylan, i realise that there is stg in the milk. Of course i quickly ask him up to take a spoon to scoop it out while i have to stick some other thing into Dylan's mouth.( Dylan is sleeping and i dun wan him to wake up)...He scooped it out and analysed the thing under the light, and not pass me the bottle back immediately. Then when i ask him to quickly pass me back the bottle, he feels like i am scolding him and retorted," how would i know you wan to feed him still?" i said," Of course! cant you see the milk inside and why would i ask you to scoop it out if i din want to feed him? might as well just stop?" Then you know what he said? " You should see the thing first,Bitch , F*** you." Well is there a need for it? Thanks hubby! I tell you , i am goddamn pissed now for getting cursed at just cause i corrected you.I know you want to sleep, so do i ok?

Now he's the kind who says " just add in hot water to make the milk hotter if you want it hotter for Dylan to drink---" instead of watching the amount inside, and using the correct method of warming the milk up.

Now he's the kind who says" There is no rain--can bring him out for walk."---When i check, it is still drizzling...

Now he is the kind who thinks we dun need to wash the pacifier if it drops onto the floor.

Now he is the kind who feels who dun need to sterilise all the time.

Now he is the kind who lifts his baby and lets the baby knock onto the fan.

HOW TO NOT

CORRECT HIM!!!???????

Of course i have to correct right? I dun care if your man ego is so fragile anot, i still have to correct. At least i dun curse you and call you names.Dylan is just a baby and we have to be extra sensitive when dealing with his life and be careful. It is an understatement ---to be careful. Just like if we prepare fish porridge for baby, we have to be careful of the bones .... I dun trust my hubby at all to do anything, and have to keep reminding him.He knows he is forgetful and dun seem to do anything to improve himself. How can anyone be like that? Especially when you are a DAD? You mean next time your kid forgets something and tell you to live with it, you accept it? OR DO YOU CORRECT HIM?

Now they have the crappy thing saying that wives shouldnt nag too much at husbands , wait husbands get tired of the wives at home and go for other women outside. Wah lau.You tell me how? HOW???????i am so sick and tired of it already.and right now, HURT ,

HURT , HURT!!!!!!


I think i need an apology.