i dreamt that dylan jumped on my rice cooker last night...and he had a smug look , wonder if this means anytg.. dont ask me why.. i wonder why too...he woke up last night at 3 am . eyes big big. ( which means i am in deep shit) and then looked around. he was sleepy but not that sleepy to fall asleep. which means deep deep shit. so when i fed him i said my prayer...hiak...then finally after he burped. i laid him down and pat him ..with the pacifier. cross fingers he does not protest.. but the freaking pacifer keeps falling out and his hands keep flying...so i managed his hands first. then they stopped flying after 20 minutes. then i lied down beside him and fell asleep pressing my finger on the pacifier into his mouth. ...poor mummy. all the way till 4.30 am. then again at 6 .30 am , he woke for feed again...

anyway ... i have been eyeing this OMEGA co axial white strap diamante watch. but hell... it cost 16 k.not a loss cause i think the face too big for my skinny wrists. i think i rather buy a rolex.
i was just wondering. when will i be willing to buy any branded goods at all. lol....looked through magazines and saw many nice " It bags" Aigner, Fendi, Chanel.. blah.. but somehow i cant convince myself to buy them..cause i was just wondering if ibuy them at 26 years of age, how much more will i need to satisfy my wants when i reach 30 plus... damn man. i jolly well make sure i have a loving husband HINT HINT, or i earn like much more.i think i rather save up and buy my own place. .....which is more practical.. hopefully that can be done in 3 years time. and hopefully the hike of da property market has fizzled out.