http://www.adaydreamer.com/adaydreamer.htm

am i a voyeur? i stumbled upon this beautiful website . anyway. i really love photographie couture. but i simply have not gotten the time to explore it yet. you need the time to devote to it , to get the equipment , to get a bon laptop that does not have silly pop ups like this silly one. argh....

anyway. i watched STEPHORD WIVES --did i spell that correctly , this evening after musikbox...such a sexist movie. stereotyping us women. dun like. of course husbands wld wan wives to be perfect but wldnt us women wan our hommes to be goody goody good too? . and then the movie ends with a feeble attempt to be not sexist by trying to put in a twist by making the DR who makes all the robot wives , a robot husband himself. and it turns out it was his wife who was the mastermind of the whole episode....argh. i wld only applaud this movie for the costume and aesthetic part of it. but the whole idea is simply a turn off. they should have stephord husbands, it would be more sensational.

anyway. called jean and dawn. no one picked up my fone!!!!i am so bored here , actually i am grateful to be given time to rest, but more of bored.....:( and i started thinking of ma mere. if i am that bored, it's kudos to her on surviving 4 years w/o me living w her.....sigh. i am glad she changed from a control freak to a better mom. but i feel age is catching up w her and i am sad inside.. if the average lifespan of a woman is 80 that leaves her 30 years more...:( sorry that i am so morbid to think of such, but i wan to make her more happy. i will bring her on a tour soon. really wan her to come here for a holiday.