Sigh. ever since i stopped the medication the PD gave, i have sooo little breastmilk no matter how i pump. It is not helping Dylan is crying more. Dunno why. Maybe cus i am SAHM, stay home too often that's why it is so overwhelming. Does not help that he still does not sleep thru the night, does not help that i dun have the right pillow, does not help that i sleep in the living room , does not help that i have a silly toothache( with lotsa injections and painkillers), and does not help that my toe is infected, does not help that my shoulders ache.Oh....i am such a whiner.

Actually just last week, it was easy to make Dylan sleep, THEN HE DECIDED TO CHANGE THE METHOD AGAIN. today he fell asleep in the baby bjorn. He loves looking ard now and hates to be put down on the mattress, lying down makes him shout alot. hmmmm. little inquisitive fella.

now waiting for hubby to be back so i can go see doctor .Raining.....Oh , i hate rainy days.