Today I discovered the pantry....very damn important....found a microwave.
Shared lunch with albert again cause it was a hug packet save money.
finished the last bit of my classrm board.
learn how to speak a bit more cantonese.
Miss poon said that one of my students have cancer....
one of them is going back to Canada.
then , learnt a lot of French in the staff room. n
Decided and planned for the next holiday and maybe going to Vietnam.
i will buy silk........SILK!!!!!!!MY amour. J'aime beaucoup.!!!!
but i do not like thai silk. it is so thick.....or maybe i keep seeing the thick version.
Indian silk is lovely.
i badly need to dye my hair......argh. It is so gross ---the regrowth.
I also decided.... by Age 27 30 + 54.7 ( End of August 2007)
i discovered that i actually love working with my colleagues. i just dun understand why in singapore the people are so selfish.....:( especially at Raffles girls primary. no warmth at all.
over here. though communication is a barrier and i have my moods but at least the general mood is good. and They are quite sincere in helping.....it is final . i hate raffles girls primary staff. big time. SHAME ON YOU! YOU SHOULD COME HERE AND LEARN SUCH WARMTH AND CARE.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
today.....i decorated my classroom board.. yay! it is finally done.
i am wondering how am i gonna call the parents up and speak in cantonese and tell them what bus no. to take . good gracious. anyway.......lets see tommorow.
today....i learnt so much french sneaking away peeks at my book during the presentation....dadadadadad.
and also there was a slight jam on bus 6 on the way back. i feel left out in the conversations of my colleagues and i walked real fast past them. i mean who cares? i dun understand and i have my mood and i wanna go home. sob sob
yeah.....
i just hope i dun suffer from an another asthma attack lilke last nite... :( i am scared...
beth told me to join Ms hong kong...ahahah i laughed at her and told her. i am too short. too skinny and old now..:) anyway. there are so many other pretty gers ard. if i am lucky enough i would have been singing already.. but i know i am not lucky and life goes on...heh heh. seems like i am no longer a dreamer eh.
i am wondering how am i gonna call the parents up and speak in cantonese and tell them what bus no. to take . good gracious. anyway.......lets see tommorow.
today....i learnt so much french sneaking away peeks at my book during the presentation....dadadadadad.
and also there was a slight jam on bus 6 on the way back. i feel left out in the conversations of my colleagues and i walked real fast past them. i mean who cares? i dun understand and i have my mood and i wanna go home. sob sob
yeah.....
i just hope i dun suffer from an another asthma attack lilke last nite... :( i am scared...
beth told me to join Ms hong kong...ahahah i laughed at her and told her. i am too short. too skinny and old now..:) anyway. there are so many other pretty gers ard. if i am lucky enough i would have been singing already.. but i know i am not lucky and life goes on...heh heh. seems like i am no longer a dreamer eh.
Monday, August 28, 2006
I am kinda frustrated at school with regards to cantonese as the medium for meeting and they expect me to teach music in cantonesen to the Pri 1. well.....silly them if they give me that , I will try my best but no guarantees.....Evrything is so messy and we are expected to stay till4 though we have nothing to do. so impractical. If i have internet connection , i will spend my time more meaningfully , .....look at stock mkt. ha. so in the end i sat down learning french. such a waste of time.
So many questions.
what is my tt?
my bus duty, the calendar, the lunch duty, Eca? and when is staff meeting....
english and maths no problem.
one more thing is the bus....i walked down the busstop by myself and took 6. I learnt that 76 goes to causeway bay leighton rd/ morrison.
66 and 6 goes to central too. and then i missed my bus stop on the way back cause i cant find the bloody bus stop to stop and press the fucking bell.
but anyway had a good cry when i am back and told myself that either i swim or sink . no one will take pity on me.
well.....and he points at me... menacingly... like he wants to kill you . 2nd time this month. so hurtful. even if there is a miscommunication , i am sure there will be another solution rather than to use such an attitude. :(
So many questions.
what is my tt?
my bus duty, the calendar, the lunch duty, Eca? and when is staff meeting....
english and maths no problem.
one more thing is the bus....i walked down the busstop by myself and took 6. I learnt that 76 goes to causeway bay leighton rd/ morrison.
66 and 6 goes to central too. and then i missed my bus stop on the way back cause i cant find the bloody bus stop to stop and press the fucking bell.
but anyway had a good cry when i am back and told myself that either i swim or sink . no one will take pity on me.
well.....and he points at me... menacingly... like he wants to kill you . 2nd time this month. so hurtful. even if there is a miscommunication , i am sure there will be another solution rather than to use such an attitude. :(
Friday, August 18, 2006
i think i am glad you read my blog. go read everything. i din even know what i wrote but when i went back to read it ---i saw that there were also times when i was so upset with you . how come you never read it and talk about it and just harp on kp when it is just a day's entry and OVER? and you start telling me about your principles if made a cuckold? ...just so hurting..
i think you should just go read everything and understand me. you dun understand me enough actually,and i think you know that but you nver want to make an effort to. and now you tell me to be clear.
if i am not clear, why would i be here?
the thing is i hate my sg job , true , but i can still survive in sg giving tuition while suriving there and finding a new one. moving here , takes alot, and i dun even think you know what i am doing.
i am fed up , and i just dont want to convince you anymore. if you think i do care and love you , then so be it. i am so tired of correctin how you feel already. my whole life , just correcting how you feel , how my mom feel and always mis understood.
since when are you treating me gently as a gf? i mean real gentleness. since when you reach over and hug me, to kiss me. and you just feel so proud of taking the initiatives to hold my hands? i feel more like a companion to you! on who eat , talk and sleep with you.
you ask me what i want and be clear.
I TELL YOU STRAIGHT IN THE FACE.---
I LOVE YOU BUT THIS IS NOT WHAT I KNOW I WANT. I NEED YOU TO OPEN UP AND SHOW ME THE LOVE. YOU JUST STORE EVERYTHING AWAY.:( AND I JUST FEEL SO LONELY AND SAD YOU KNOW SOMETIMES. BUT YET , I WANT YOU . SO CAN YOU TELL ME . HOW!
i think you should just go read everything and understand me. you dun understand me enough actually,and i think you know that but you nver want to make an effort to. and now you tell me to be clear.
if i am not clear, why would i be here?
the thing is i hate my sg job , true , but i can still survive in sg giving tuition while suriving there and finding a new one. moving here , takes alot, and i dun even think you know what i am doing.
i am fed up , and i just dont want to convince you anymore. if you think i do care and love you , then so be it. i am so tired of correctin how you feel already. my whole life , just correcting how you feel , how my mom feel and always mis understood.
since when are you treating me gently as a gf? i mean real gentleness. since when you reach over and hug me, to kiss me. and you just feel so proud of taking the initiatives to hold my hands? i feel more like a companion to you! on who eat , talk and sleep with you.
you ask me what i want and be clear.
I TELL YOU STRAIGHT IN THE FACE.---
I LOVE YOU BUT THIS IS NOT WHAT I KNOW I WANT. I NEED YOU TO OPEN UP AND SHOW ME THE LOVE. YOU JUST STORE EVERYTHING AWAY.:( AND I JUST FEEL SO LONELY AND SAD YOU KNOW SOMETIMES. BUT YET , I WANT YOU . SO CAN YOU TELL ME . HOW!
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Yay!!! i have another interview....now me no longer a beggar. hehheh. will go for it... sounds like a good school and it is at mid levels. wow wow! ...all girls... and a private school. let's see how much they offer.... if it is higher than rosaryhill, i might switch. :P
Might head to Macau again on saturday depending on him....afraid it might feed his addiction ...but whatever, will stick by rules. no harm for a little swim and massage:)
2 more weeks till opening of school!!!
having curry rice for dinner...yum and him roast goose.
one thing i detest about meat here is that they do not clean the skin of their hairs....so you literally see the hair sticking out of your chicken.....totally disgusting.
Might head to Macau again on saturday depending on him....afraid it might feed his addiction ...but whatever, will stick by rules. no harm for a little swim and massage:)
2 more weeks till opening of school!!!
having curry rice for dinner...yum and him roast goose.
one thing i detest about meat here is that they do not clean the skin of their hairs....so you literally see the hair sticking out of your chicken.....totally disgusting.
Monday, August 14, 2006
Sunday, August 13, 2006
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