But let me grouse again.....i am really getting old..:( SHIT!

oh gawd....i am getting old i am gettting old.....already 26.....and have not hit my first 100 k . oh no. i am such a failure . tsk tsk. really i have high expectations on myself.but.....my baby makes me happy. his kicks are the perks in my day.s :) always guy kicking and i cant wait to see him 4 months later...:) hehehehe.......What do you guys think of Ethan Gan? :) Anyway...we shall leave the naming till much later...

sigh. just had news the dodgy indo food agri is reducing 10 to 1 lots.....Fhwah..........dodgy people...dear dear was rite....i guess i wash my hands off it already. will sell when it is not suspended, thanks Lord i only have 2 lots. haha. and i shall just hold the rest in my portfolio and since they are stable just leave them to grow. But i can t wait to sell off biosensors .

dear dear is in beijing today. :( must be freezing his ass off. poor thing. :( thinking of you now. i shall make myself dinner later. egg mayo and bread cause i have tonnes of bread which expires tommorow. and drink bortsch soup. i will buy some vege tommorow, it has been a while since baby in me ate any fruits or vege......:(

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Okie i am going crazy....i feel so down today though it is a sat, actually it started out ok , i even had my borstch soup and eggs, hashbrown for breakfast, then we walked in causeway bay to do grocery shopping... went to ikea and i bought a bag of popcorn, a BIG bag and started eating....think that is when after i felt sick. not sick but bored and worried and menstrual and sick. yeah. ok i feel sick.

went home. din eat lunch , ate 2 packets of nachos and then i cooked eggs and butter smashed up and ate 4 slices of bread , and then i ate oats and cooked tan yuan for dear. still feel sick. menstrual.

till now.....


anyway.......i think i know what is the problem is ...i am feeling out of control. i used to be in control . like pregnancy. then i am worried how i can adapt if i dun work . i cant spend like i used to. it is not that i splurge. but this time round , it means i cant really spend much. Phfawh!

baby baby baby.....i have been talking to my baby alot..:) cause i saw his ears already!!!!. They are already formed!!!:) and the other time when the doctor showed the 4d real time, baby was rubbing his eyes...:) cutie..... his head is on my right , and the legs left, which explains the kicks and popping...:) oooooooh I love you my child...

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OKIE......i have already been cooking congee . good progress from a non chinese food cooker.
have been putting pine nuts, walnuts , ginko and scallops into the congee.
Next was cod fish congee .
I am gonna do birds nest porridge next.And meat ball Congee. Congee is so easy and delicious during winter. Bloody winter. Well, let's put it this way. I will not survive in Russia.
Also i have been cooking Spinach soup....next will be Wonton soup and sea weed soup...hehe..... :)

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Since last week i have been obsessing about the kicks of the bebe.....:)

hehe...first of all i do not know how does it feel but then again , i have been getting so manyof it recently , it is like a light popping out of the tummy for a second.
and the next thing was to get dear to feel it, but if i dun even know how does a kick feel , how am i suppose to let him feel????

but anyway , i did it tonight. i told him to place his hand over me tummy. and we were watching tv, then after a while , he felt D -POP.....hehe. he was quite thrilled. He wasnt sure, but yup----i told him that is D- kick. so there bebe, daddy felt you kicking mummy!!! :)

okie i cannot say that she will be old and shrivelled cause dear dear says that i must watch what i say now since i am preggie........errr. does it mean tt being preggie means tt i cant ever be pissed? DAMN!!!! :)

Quite good today cause the weather est not that froid. ahaha. but still....i was packed and swallowed under alot of clothes. i wore this purple tights underneath this wool dress.took my cab to school again cause i slept till 7 20am. hiaks.

anyway...had my lovely lo mai gai for breakfast with soya bean milk and then had lessons, but it was the climax at english lessons. edwin , jonathan and melvin stepped on toes , alvina actually spile water on table after fighting w manhim and then i said in cantonese ---for the whole class to sit down before anyone could move.---knowing the kpo kids , but these 3 boys ( as usual) defied my orders. so i walked over to take the bags and threw out of the class. din even bother to scold them . i yelled at the class.; so what do you want? when i speak cantonese you dun understand, when i speak english y for aou dun . from today onwards, i am not gonna bother w cantonese anymore and just speak plain english. --you get it , good for you , you dun , too bad.
then ms lam happen to walk past..... good. the rest was history. the 3 boys were detained by her, .....blah blah.

during recess, anna and cynthia bought wontons for me to eat. nice surprise , but i insisted in paying them back when i got back to class. sweet gers, somehow gers are always better behaved huh....:)

and then when i am home :) mom called and told me star cruise rose to 0.38...yipee. that stock has been in the drain since i have bought it. time for a change man. but silly miff is still not buldging. ugh.damn hungry. waiting for lao gong to come home. and i think my neck is dropping off. it is so aching.

oh ya...this morning when i was in the cab to school:
i saw this sweet anecdote.

this little ger was walking on a high wall ( up to the waist of the woman beside her) whom i think is the mum. as she took small little steps, she bent down to kiss the woman. then she walk and kissed the woman again , and walk and kissed again... hehe, isnt tt sweet?

argh.....i need to blog on the rest of the wedding and i am so bloody lazy :(

hiaks.....
anyway i weigh about 48.5 kg now!!!> never been that heavy in my whole entire life before... :) the heaviest i had been was 43, but before pregnancy i was about 41kg....yay. but i just cant stand people who ask me how much weight i have put on and after i told them , they asked " in disbelief" THA'S all>>???? YEAH. ...and there is nothing wrong w that you jealous tactless brainless people. you think pregant people need to put on a tonne?

another pet peeve was before ....looking at your tummy and saying how come so small?
hiyoh.... you mean the baby is a balloon and just expand within a day? brainless pigs.

another colleague, i dunno if i had blogged this before but thinking about it makes me boil... you asked : how come you wanna have a baby this young? of course i answered tactfully, but i was thinking in my heart : yeah....better than waiting till i am old and shrivelled down there huh. crude you call it, but mind you , she is married but no kids. i wonder why....ugh....


anyway....i am just so sian at work .. i think winter is driving me crazy.
freezing my fingers off.think they will drop off anytime.
ugh.

and i din even bother changing out of my pyjamas , i mean turtle neck and pants and just put on a black long coat to go to school to teach. hahaha. and those of you who know me as a vain pot can just simply imagine hor...

i even wore those orbit polka dots socks underneath, hahaha.
anyway.....i must i must blog the wedding stuff by end of jan...

Fug.....citibank is revamping their system, so i cant even pay my bill cause i dun have their pin which was sent to my sg phone.....argh. how clever they are. stupid. cant they send a letter instead to the overseas clients? you heard me rite. citibank----you are STUPID!bloody hell , now i have to wait on the bloody fone for them to pick up the call.....argh.stupid. if you talk about tip top customer service, you should prempt all these, what is the point of changing the mailing addy.

anyway, on a lighter note. i just came back from sg. good. totally refreshed . ( well , not totally....) i ate my fill of local food. YUM YUM!!!!. first thing first when i set foot on sg grd, i dragged dear to swensens at the airport to eat the chicken baked rice. ....hehe. but after i sunked my first bite in it, i realised it was not such a great miss afterall. maybe they din do the cheese right....but anyway. i scraped off everybit of the cheese off the plate. :)

after that we met up w his friends at conrad.....and knocked out at abt 2am......dreaming of what should i eat the following days....:)
hehhe
woke him up early in the morning so i can eat bf before we head to the ROM. ate fish ball noodles...( that was not very filling) at telok ayer, and then head down to ROM. they made us read our pledge which was filled w bombastic words....was wondering abt those who are illiterate... especially the bengs and lians and maybe sum malays....( oh , dun sue me for being racist__) i am just stating a fact.

after which we drove down to the JP...who was really long winded in a pleasant way . Dr Amanah Tan who is ironically one of the best lawyer for divorce cases is my Jp......she made us promise 2 things...... and after she said that , the emotional me, couldnt help it but started to cry. haha. and then desperately trying to wipe my tears off. :) i would say i was really touched because we shared the same belief for a relationship to work.

time went on and later we checked in in Shang.....:) the room was so so , nothing compared to the one in WYNN. and..later in the nite. i dragged dear to bring me to eat frog porridge. iwas greedy and asked for chillit hot porridge, adn regretted it later cuase i was worried for the baby. and my lips literally started to swell from the chilli. but it was S-H-I-O-K!!!!. hehhe

and then i dropped by kk to look at my puppies. oh damn .....3 small little ones curled up to Spotty. a pity i have no photos to show. and spotty was nursing them . they have no even opened their eyes yet!!!!!!
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WEDDING DAY..........

woke up in the middle of night feeling sick and started to panic and was grumpy cus i wanted to sleep. popped a chloro and went back to bed. :) woke up again later at 8 am for my breakfast to be served. corned beef and egg and waffles w straberries. i told you i am a cow!!!!!!!
hehehhe

and things started falling into place. my dad and Terence were the first to arrive in the wedding room , and then TG goh who put on my curlers and make up . later Jinhang came, Wl's brother and then ben , and my mom , bro ( who i thought seemed to have grown really tall_----have not seen him in ages ) and then some of my relatives. .......woooooh. i am not gonna describe everything. but anyway. soon , make up was done , people started leaving and it was only dawn , me and kh and tg left in the room . it was gonna rain , in fact it was drizzling , and it was abt time for me to go down for the solemnisation ....but i had a stain on my top , on the boobs/ chest part.jh frantically helped me rubbed it off in vigorous motion. dawn too. gawd,.....almost no time. and then she asked: elaine are you high??
i was : huh?-----then seconds later i realised what she was asking......ahahha and we broke out in laughter.......

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gawd i am so hungry....i will continue later. let me go catch a nap now. i have a week's journal to blog man......