Okie i am going crazy....i feel so down today though it is a sat, actually it started out ok , i even had my borstch soup and eggs, hashbrown for breakfast, then we walked in causeway bay to do grocery shopping... went to ikea and i bought a bag of popcorn, a BIG bag and started eating....think that is when after i felt sick. not sick but bored and worried and menstrual and sick. yeah. ok i feel sick.

went home. din eat lunch , ate 2 packets of nachos and then i cooked eggs and butter smashed up and ate 4 slices of bread , and then i ate oats and cooked tan yuan for dear. still feel sick. menstrual.

till now.....


anyway.......i think i know what is the problem is ...i am feeling out of control. i used to be in control . like pregnancy. then i am worried how i can adapt if i dun work . i cant spend like i used to. it is not that i splurge. but this time round , it means i cant really spend much. Phfawh!