I tried cluster feeding yesterday. I fed him at 7 , then 9 and 11.30. it is called tanking up . and it was perfect, he drankin his sleep and went to sleep blissfully. sad to say halfway when grey anatomy started, his arms and legs started to frail again. according to tracy, that;s cause he is overstimulated, but i dun get it. i din stimulate him hours before. and this also happened at 1 am plus too.i had to pat him to calm down again else he will wake up crying, then at 1 am i got tired of it and carried him to sleep on my chest,i mean i did try sleeping beside him by pinning his hands down, and swaddling him , but it din work. so i created accidental parenting sadly by putting him on my chest cus i was so tired. sigh.

then again at 3 am he woke up . cry cry cry.i tried to shhhh him first, then the P.U.P D method, but i think i din persist enough , and fed him . dammit! i was tricked . he was not that hungry and only drank 100 instead of everything.i think i have created a habit for him to wake up. tonight, i think i will try the P.U.P.D again , and if he persist , i will feed him water. all these making sure i tanked him up in the evening first. sigh. sooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired.

but hurray ! he fell asleep after that and all the way till 7 am. :) instead of the usual 5/6 am.

pray for us tonight.