Been too lazy to blog recently. Brought Dylan up to my room to chill literally as there is air con, so he wun go stratchy stratchy..... he was lying down beside me and i was watching greys.A. i turned ard and he was looking at me silently...you know like pondering over something like that, and when i turned ard he smiled. i turned to watch tv again. then after a few secs, i turned to look at him. There he was staring at me again! and he smiled!COOL i thought, and i watched tv again, and when i turned he was still looking at me and smiled. wow....this continued on for couple of times.. so sweet hor.i enjoy the times with him when he is all sweet natured and not howling and whining... DUH. like when i bring him out on evening walks err. carry, he will sit with me on my lap and we will swing. he goes all quiet when he is outside cause he is soo absorbed by the surroundings. But must be careful not to overstimulate him cause he wll turn super cranky when home and give me hell.what i mean by hell is when you are carrying this 9kg ( well almost)fella, he rubs his face violently on your chest and uses his fist to slam on you while whining at the top of his lungs. not a pretty sight. you really gotta hold him firm, shhh him and calm him down.then slowly he will subside and put his head on your chest and sleep. ....peace alas.


i introduced potato into his diet today but caught him at wrong time and it was really messy at meal time. i am gonna give him cereal later in the evening. 2 meals of solid feed.let's cross our fingers.cant wait till he takes porridge at 6 1/2 to7 mths.Anyway his teeth are out.


i just realised this blog has no more privacy for me to rant my inner most thoughts. those thoughts that you want out and no one to know so they cant judge you.dammit.