Friends? They come and go...some stay , some dont, some are friends for a reason, others....it's unconditional, some add joy to your life, some wreck your life, that's why they have aquaintances.I am the kind of girl who prefers to meet up one to one for a heart to heart chat , rather than a gathering..I am the kind of girl who have more male friends than girls.and that's why really good friends are hard to come by, friendships need work, maintenance,and no strings attached... i'll be happy to die with 5 really close friends to my heart.



Laid beside Dylan last night and thought, geese, he's gonna be my new friend, I am gonna tell him everything and open my heart to him. It's going to be unconditional of course.And then i thought about my past, my exes, the old me, my old lifestyle. My heart frowned when i thought of D, i wasted 2 years of my life on a stupid unfaithful guy, One who asks back for the things he gives you when you break up with him. One who feigns injuries to get you back. One who says he will attempt suicide and then wun.One who harrass you non stop till you almost wanted to ask for protection. Should have called the police then and knock him out of his senses, but being the compassionate me, i dint, if NOW, I would have.This is new me.Good bye me.



Rewind......Japan. Ah, that's another story. Ex and Friends there. Mostly male including one star who writes the songs for ayumi hamasaki. How cool is that? Yet... Dun keep in touch anymore...like i said, need work. Everytime i visit tokyo, i will visit them. Now i dont, i cant, i cant possibly bring my family ard to parties meant for swinging singles. haha.


St nicks... Vicky, Aiping, Melissa, so passe.Michelle and Jac whom were once close to my heart, still in touch. Phew!





College.:) Prom Queen. Once appeared in the AJC chio bu list. crushes. tears. Friends. Aplenty. Lotsa fun despite an iron handed mom.An ex whom is still dear to me and keep in touch.



NUS.....quiet. As quiet as it gets. There's Jinhang and Chrystal. Both are dear to me. A pity one is in the country i really wanna be right now.One friend.. whom i lost touch with. Priscilla Mok. Sadly.



NIE.... Hellish time with professors and assignments. So not much memories.Lost touch with practically all of them. Dawn and Annabelle and Annette are what's left.


RGPS....Oh yeah...how could i forget this one? Still in touch. But not close.



Velvet and Zouk.... Fun time for a while. Fun? Hell! It was Exhilarating!Young, pretty, and swinging single. Girls get all the fun. But lost touch with them.....Stanley, Cleaven, Jason, Sally, Mark, Kp, Wooi Keat, Shirley.Burbye...:)



Right now...The people whom I love, Hubs , Dylan , Mom and Bro are my family and friends....Guess it's gonna stay that way for a while now. Finding myself steering towards the direction of women who are mummies too.