i know i have turned into a very angry person.Very angry cause i am not feeling well ( still coughing) and not enough sleep. I do catch up on my sleep when Dylan sleep, but that is not the right type of sleep for a weak person. My motto now is" it's just a passing phase..." but you know what this angry person becomes angrier when things **** up. My sister in law for instance. woke up this morning and she was downstairts interrupting Dylan sleeping. I thought i had asked hubs to tell her not to do that already. ( more than once) ...apparently that din work. So i had to go downstairs and say" Linda, next time if you see Dylan trying to sleep , please dont go downstairs, else Andang will have a difficult time(difficult would have been an understatement...remember the experience i desribed in my previous entry?)making him sleep."and she din bulge! NO RESPONSE. NO NOD, NO YES , NO OK. even a grumpy ok would have been good enough!
so i went to the kitchen to make coffee and discovered there is no milk ( again) ( which makes me even angrier) and watch intently...she shows no signs of moving. so i said loudly" aye dylan you want to sleep anot? you want to sleep, like that how to sleep?" ....that managed to move SIL up to her room. i am so sick of telling my inlaws when is the appropriate time to play with dylan. and you know what they only play with him. they dont look after him, and scoots off at the very first whine or so. even scoots off when he shits cause SIL says it is so smelly. DUH. you mean your shit smells of perfume huh? dylan has turned into a plaything. not a baby that needs looking after. but a toy.









I really am so tired of being angry. i dont want to be angry. Dylan woke up 11 times last night.