:( i feel so bloated. my stomach is bloated right up to the boobs.it is even bigger than a basketball. and zhai zhai seems to kick everywhere now. sometimes he kicks high up where the rib cage is near....and sometime he tickles me, i suspect sometimes he somersaults inside....... really ....is it fun to be inside fluid doing such stuff???? :X
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BUT AT LEAST i know he is growing. and i am a happy mama. ate broccoli and beef for dinner tonight. viet pho noodles. cheap and good . and now staying up to wait for the bird's nest to cook while gorging on chunky kit kat. have a craving for sweet stuff nowadays......
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sian ....have work tommorow and that means i have to wake up at 6 thirty again....drag myself to toilet , wash my face and boil the water... eat my vits, drag myself to change and then drag my ass out to catch a cab to happy valley to wait for the school bus. Then i will see Doreen the first school kid. Not a good thing. i dun like her.She is a naughty girl and does not pay attention. and sometimes bullies Ryan. So i dun even smile when i see her. ugh. yeah i know ....i am a teacher. but i practise favourtism yeah as far as i try my best not to.......:P cant be help . i am human.
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Alright.......i made it through parents day on sat. was the first teacher who finished talking to all the parents....( 30 ) in total... one mom broke down in front of me cause her son did badly in chinese...( well, i dun teach it) ...and cause i said something touching to her son, knocked some sense out of him. let's see if it will last. boy will be boys.... late to mature and playful.and after i finished the talk, i sneaked out of the school , not even returning to the staff room, so i dun meet anyone. supposed to stay till 3pm....whaddafug... tt's crazy and makes no sense ya. i have finished my job. and off i will go. ......


i weigh 54 kg today.