Sian......totally sian. slept at 10 plus, dear came back with my mee rebus and meesiam but i din even feel like eating. ***** up. i only ate the egg!!!!!!!!!!! can you believe that?

sigh. :( and mee siam is in the fridge. but one thing that made me happy for the baby is that i have bird's nest now. i think i am gonna be a kia su mom. ..anyway, before i write about this morning, i just remembered he proposed....yeah after his shower. he came out , got down on his knees, and then asked me to marry him, i was a bit surprised but now totally cuz he is always that goofy. anyway.....THERE IS NO RING!!!!!!!!!!!!. and so , i told him he must propose another time when we get the ring. hehhehe. 2 proposals.

but sian again this morning, woke up . ben and dear went macau. AGAIN!!!!. dun bother about him , as long as he does not w/d from credit card. and then, me woke up at 7 plus , then 8 plus then finally the bloody alarm rang. woke up and i drank a $100 worth of birds nest from the bottle, then went downstairs to buy my cheese, bacon and egg muffin. :( . not full. so small. maybe i feel sian cus i am still not full.

i have mbl later, but called to say i was sick. of course i lied. i really cant drag myself out anymore and put on a smile and sing children's songs and blah blah....:( michelle has not called back , let's see how later.......