Things are getting better now... At least i learn not to panic when i hear Dylan cry... carry him , feed him by bottle , or breast feeding, burp him , change his diapers... The only thing i have yet to do is to bathe him....Anyway. My day starts early everyday , i watch the confinement lady like a hawk.. dun really trust her yet. Especially when she cleans Dylan's tuny mouth ....seems to be gagging him. I wonder what his jaundice level is now.. but i hope he gets it in control . Dylan baby... you promise mama you be strong boy ya.:D

Dear is back in hk now....good. so i need not step over him at night when i wake up . ugh.Anyway, i wonder why he likes to sleep so much. So irritating. I should be the one sleeping more , yet he keeps saying he is tired tired. Ya, i know he works in the day....but still. hiyah. let's see how when the C.Lady is gone. dunno he will help me willingly without being asked anot. .....* shrug*

I get very cranky nowadays, teary sometimes. ahahha for no reason . Oh dun worry, i wun kill the baby or myself, funny thing is that i find that when i cry , i tend to express more breast milk. lol. Maybe i am really stressed up .